Friday, April 3, 2009,8:51 AM
on this no.3 day i lost my baby...i start to wonder if losing mi baby had caused mi darlin to hate me...though he looked as if nth had happened....but somehow i still cant stop to wonder if this would cause a crack in our relationship....
everyone ask me to talk to them if i need some1 to talk to...but i don realli know how to talk to them when i go to them...i look at darlin and look again...but the words jus cant seem to come out from mi mouth when i look at him...
i recall e lady stayin opp. mi bed yesterdae...she looked so pale n was cryin all e day after she came out from e op...i figure she lost her baby too...
on e first 2 daes when i know abt it...i cried...n cried...but today...e tears jus don seem to be flowin out anymore...i think abt e baby still...but i figure e tears have dried up from e 2 daes of cryin...i want to talk to some1 but somehow words jus cant seem to come out from mi mouth n thus i decided to keep quiet n let it pass...
i don know how to comunicate with ppl...
i miss baby...
