Saturday, April 4, 2009,8:07 AM
on e no.4 dae tt i lost my baby...
darlin said he read mi blog yesterdae nite...hehe...
darlin i love you...hope u c this too...
feelin somehow unwell this mornin when i wake up n mi mummy they all say its cos of the op they had cause this unwell...still feelin damn bu shu fu now...but got no choice...
was tellin darlin jus now tt if onli we still have e baby....then goin thru this pain would have probabli hurt less when i get to c baby with mi..
probably its realli like wat everyone has said...its fated tt this baby doesnt belong to mi...belong to us...
darlin said if e baby didnt leave us now it would probabli be goin thru even more sufferings if it had managed to come into this world since e doc says tt e baby is veri unhealthy...so darlin say maybe this would be a better situation for both us n our baby...
so now i try to keep myself as healthy as i can n avoid all e food n things tt everyone ask mi not to do n eat...cos i wan to make sure tt our next baby will be able to grow well n healthily...
baby...i miss you
n i love mi darlin....
